what im really hoping now is that only me and nina comes to my blog. cos im seriously going on bitchy mode here. im really lost here lah. i mean i totally used up all my energy for term 1 liaos, and it was built up in end year holiday so you see the amount used?! a terribly terrifying amount. i am so tired, i lost my fighting spirit. i carn seem to see the shining sun these days. i kinda prefer the cold. the cold rain. the grey sky. the cold shower i have while its bathing. i seem to enjoy them. the effects of coldness. im begining to go on weird mode. that bitchy saddistic negative mode. i carn stand some of friends now. i cannot handle their changes, i cannot stand some of them ignoring me. my needs has to be met. else you cannot be my friend. just a normal classmate. sadly, one has dropped out of my category of close friend. and is hovering at the edge of friend and classmate. oops, that last msn "then no one can help you" just threw her down into my personalised hell. ah. you just went down to a hell where no one can save her. perhaps not even me. how sad. the state she is now in. i pity her. she shouldn't have done that. she shouldnt have touched me. she did.
i blabbered everything out to her. aw shucks. this is bad. saa, i wonder what would happen..

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