Mar 30, 2009;21:48 Y
even if it takes forever?
chao sian.walao.
aiyar.
actually i dunno lah.
shit.
im feeling mood swingy.
die.
bestest monday ever.
sheashes.
almost kanna caught. sian.
Mar 22, 2009;23:44 Y
even if it takes forever?
well, almost;it wud b like. the normal me.
but i'll try keep out of troubles; i promise!
i'll smile all the time; nade ne!
i'll make sure; well, things go as planned'
except the fact that i carn seem to get fuji outta my mind.
darnit~
bitsuni; he'll b my target and goal for term 2.
of course; smile more, the better-
at least for me
Mar 20, 2009;01:02 Y
even if it takes forever?
this is so not fun.tomorrow which is actually today have strings! from 9-5! omg.
i think im gonna die.
shit.
i hate dying~ over and over again~
sheashes!
can we like start count? in my other blog of course..
if we dun include today, should be about 4 times... okay. ):
Mar 17, 2009;15:42 Y
even if it takes forever?
[x] Both of your parents are from Asia[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "AZN"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched a lot of anime (ehh, anime rocks! fuji~)
[x] You like Korean dramas (jap shows are nice too)
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea
[ ] You style your hair
[ ] You have a Bebo, MySpace and/or Friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You score "A"s and "B"s on your report card
[x] You study Chemistry, Biology, Physics and/or Accounting
[ ] You have memorised your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton, table tennis or Irish ping-pong
[ ] You've seen the Asian version The Ring and/or The Grudge
[x] You want to go/go to a university and would never consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an Asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You receive little red envelopes during Chinese New Year
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a Rubik's cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ ] You play video games
[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks and/or mothballs in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't
[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have Asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like soccer
[ ] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played Final Fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies
[ ] You know what is "bok choy"
[ ] You've heard the song "Got Rice?"
[x] You've had Pocky and/or Yan Yan before
[ ] When you seek permission from your mum she goes "Ask your dad"
wow, 48% Asian... souka..
Mar 16, 2009;09:49 Y
even if it takes forever?
this is so stupid. i hate strings. i mean i really do. and now they are asking people to come back to practise during the holidays, i mean, what on earth do they think? fine, whatever, they are seniors who can handle their studies, but NEWSFLASH!? there are juniors that are not like you. Stupid seniors, putting stupid stress on yourselves, putting stupid stress on us. stupid stupid. BAKA. so idiotic. my gosh. i hate this type of senriors you know..Mar 11, 2009;22:46 Y
even if it takes forever?
what im really hoping now is that only me and nina comes to my blog. cos im seriously going on bitchy mode here. im really lost here lah. i mean i totally used up all my energy for term 1 liaos, and it was built up in end year holiday so you see the amount used?! a terribly terrifying amount. i am so tired, i lost my fighting spirit. i carn seem to see the shining sun these days. i kinda prefer the cold. the cold rain. the grey sky. the cold shower i have while its bathing. i seem to enjoy them. the effects of coldness. im begining to go on weird mode. that bitchy saddistic negative mode. i carn stand some of friends now. i cannot handle their changes, i cannot stand some of them ignoring me. my needs has to be met. else you cannot be my friend. just a normal classmate. sadly, one has dropped out of my category of close friend. and is hovering at the edge of friend and classmate. oops, that last msn "then no one can help you" just threw her down into my personalised hell. ah. you just went down to a hell where no one can save her. perhaps not even me. how sad. the state she is now in. i pity her. she shouldn't have done that. she shouldnt have touched me. she did. i blabbered everything out to her. aw shucks. this is bad. saa, i wonder what would happen..
Mar 10, 2009;01:19 Y
even if it takes forever?
tensai fuji syusuke is so mad now. because of his brother!! hahah!! mizuki hajime is so dead!! wahaha!!
okok, 1.25... should so sleep now!!
pack bag.. sleep!!
zZz
ps: i love fuji syusuke
pps: i love tezuka kunimitsu
ppps: i love<3>
Mar 8, 2009;21:20 Y
even if it takes forever?
像风吹过的感觉不自不觉的就爱上了
天下没有这种感觉
那种无助的感觉
孤独
伤害
自卑
怠视的双眼
从镜子里看着我
好可怜
好好
好笑
看着我那怠视的双眼
那被劈破的笑容
我
吗？
Mar 6, 2009;00:40 Y
even if it takes forever?
its like 12:40 now, finished LA already and finished PoT episode 18.. i wonder why they keep showing tezuka interested in ryoma's copy of his dad. i mean its weird.. anyways, saa.. i wonder if i should write stories.. i really wanna to. but i dunno how to phrase it out. and i scared the characters go OOC...example; ryoma has cockiness, yet you see the bratty side and also the innocent side okay perhaps childlike, where he in the middle of a game would try out something new and perhaps claim that he felt like it, yet he has the skills of a tennis pro... the mixture of his character...
Fuji; the ever quiet smiling tensai. ryoma's senpai whom im gonna pair w ryoma. he seems simple but there are many aspects of him. him like inui's drink. him liking wasabi very much.. him liking cactus... and when he is serious, he goes all out. in that smiling face behind is the evil and saddistic side.. my gosh, hies hard!
Tezuka; perhaps easier. stoic, captain. student council president. strict. injured guy. wants to train ryoma to be the next pillar of seigaku, but is there a motive? hmm... perhaps i really need to look into their character. which is exactly what LA is testing today since past 12am liaos.
stories that i really want to write:
1. femryo(: with 四大天王-网球royals. kinda like hana yori dango plot. got people write the same setting but im gonna make the story different... fujiryo pairing, perhaps a threesome?
2. a supernatural fic/ vampires duh. fujiryo pairing
3. angel and devil fic. fujiryo pairing
so far these are what i wanna write. but must know the characters well, and their behaviour.. ehh, im even keeping a notebook for each character. just like inui. my gosh. yeah... so you see the weirdness of this and my desire to write??
screamm screamm shriekk.
LA test. freak freak.
im scaredd.. nyaa!!
fuji should so help me tensai ne?
hai hai.
learn alot of weird japanese stuff
like 'nanjaro hoi hoi' is actually doesnt mean anything at all. hilarious lah.
okok, should go sleeeeep. longg longg post. perhaps people will come see. perhaps they wont. who cares. its MY blog anyways. and w my font like this. i think its gonna suck for them(:
sleeep sleeeep..
wish me all the bestt!
zZzzz
Mar 5, 2009;18:49 Y
even if it takes forever?
im really scared for LA test. and for jeno-ers who are nice enough to come to my blog, there is NO malay tmr.. hahas, me eviill(: syuusuke ne?mada mada dane
prince of tennis all over again~
ps: so what if im attached?
Mar 2, 2009;22:49 Y
even if it takes forever?
tired. desperate. really upset. didn't want to. forced to. not willing. dictator. asshole. music life? nay, dunt think so. ... .emo emo..
hai
okok, debates, year one-ers?
mei no shitsuji is nice(:
you shud watch
i'll smile more/
not guarenteed a true one though
and i already had complains its creepy
ne, fuji-senpai? *grins*
smile more.
scare more.
all the more funner(:
