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Dec 8, 2008;13:01 Y
even if it takes forever?





i wonder why i didn't make it...
i mean... am i not good enough?? why dem n not me?? WHYY!!!!!!

cos you are not good enough?

nono!! impossible, must b d groupings..

what do they hav dat you dun?

I DUNNO!!!!!

see, must be alot for you to not know... they might b nice, but do you know what they were thinking when they were talking to you??

they were nice on d hp.. im sure dey are well, my friends?

how do you know they werent faking it??

i dun. come on, tis isnt important, whats important NOW is that i finish my work ne?

shuddup. you spend so much time to get in, are you going to let it go liddat?

but i wanna BE ME. i dun wanna play it nice anymore.. please.

its no use begging, you got to get it yourself... please and thank you dun work these days in tis twisted world.

they do! you just dun know!!

oh i know.. im y o u.. im IN you... so i know what you know, yet i acknowlege it, you on d other hand dunn. face it. continue. b who you are. like who you are. else people might think you a spoilt brat. you dun wan dat do you?

sure i dun. but i didnt get it...

its okay, try again. do it to your best of abilities... contain yourself, and let it out. its in you.

you sure? i mean, this isnt important, whats important is that i finish my hwk and balance my cca and sc.

but you need to excel. sweet child. dear child. im in you. i know you. you can do it. you know you are more den that. look at sonea, and maerad. they can do it. so can you.

why!? i need to balance everything out den im fine. im certain. and im not a fairytale.

sure you are not, you make them. you wont bring d inner you out... its been a long time since i was out, you were showing bits of me in past year... its time you know how to control it to d best of my abilities.. den, you suceed... yearn for more.. be more. you cudn't get in, den make it happen... now you carn, later you might... just continue.. you knoe you worth more, be more, you will suceed...

you sure?

positive. -smirks-









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strings ensemble
CAP
chinese rep 09
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Trreasures

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so it wud seem i hav no weaknesses

forbidden cravings

fuji syuusuke
ryoma?
tezuka
pretty boys



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chocs.
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balance everything out
do my work earlier
time
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<3 V

<3 Asher

<3 Damian

<3 London

<3 Requiem

<3 Micah

<3 Nathaniel

<3 Lava

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我不记得了。还有好几个哟。

The Memories

x September 2008
x October 2008
x November 2008
x December 2008
x January 2009
x February 2009
x March 2009
x April 2009

perhaps more of me

music: G7.
books: more tezuryofuji supernatural fics
reading: back to anita~
watching: prince of tennis!!
dreams: EP12!
lusts: fuji syuusuke
hopes: phobis. truama. doctor?
songs of my hart: river flows in you -yiruma



List of chase

<3 tennis no oujisama 166
<3 cardcaptor sakura first movie
<3 koishite akuma 3
<3 hell girl 2
<3 sailor moon 11
<<3 07- ghost 13 (thur/veoh) find aka no kakeru/a,hitomi no kotae
<3 charmed S1E15
<3 loveless 9 (veoh)
<3 ghost hunt 5 (yt)
<3 ghost friends 5
<3 La Corda D oro 23
<3 Skip beat new season
<3 Shakugan no Shana
<3 prince of tennis china 12
<3 boys before flowers 12
<3 Clue Collector 2
<3 Return of Iljimae 2(4/6)

Manga
-// Loveless chapter 4.2 (8/36)


hoho, trickster planned her death, fool

my imagination calls

1. femryo(: with 四大天王-网球royals. thrill/royal/pillar pair
2. vampire. thrill pair
3. angel and devil fic. thrill pair



people crossin'g my path

6joy-ers [forever-ers]


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nina
sarah



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making of twilight spoof
the number 47 spoof

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